It'sAnnoyingLove

10/23/2010 – 7:13 PM

So, I’m at the last performance of “The Hollow.” We’ve been on now for 13 minutes, and I’m actually kinda relieved that tonight’s our last show. The show’s SUPER AMAZING, but it’s been SOOOOOOO stressful for me. I hate that through all of the shows we’ve had, I’m the only that’s been doing anything. (And Steffany loves her for this ♥) Errgh, I guess this means that I have to tell you about everything from the beginning.      

So, I volunteered to select and create costumes for the show, and I was talking about how much I missed being on stage with a friend of mine. So she went and signed up to help – in the same department I signed up to help in. Right now you’re probably going “Well then why are you complaining?!” Well, I wanted to be back where I was truly comfortable without having to deal with anyone’s stupid crap and people’s criticism about what I picked out for the people to wear. But she and I wound up working together. At first, I was “the costumer.” And at the beginning, I was really weighed down with homework, and she went in to start picking things out. Truthfully, I think that the things she picks out to wear are well, in a word, ugly. That’s the honest to god truth. At first, I was like “ok, whatever, I can deal with this.” But then after that week, She was like “I’m the person now, you’re just my footstool.” Well, she didn’t actually say that, but that was how it came across. Anyway, she was like, “Yeah, I picked out all this stuff, and my mom and I did this and that and blah blah blah,” and I was like “Well, ok, yeah. That’s cool.” You know? But then as time went on, She started driving me INSANE with her, “I like this guy but he doesn’t like me” bullshit that she knows I can’t stand, and her “I like this, so this is what we’re picking for this character.” So, she acted like she was the leader all this time, and now when it comes down to it, she’s too scared to even set foot in the backstage theatre area while the show’s going on. She just sits in the drama teacher’s room and texts this guy she likes that I know couldn’t care less about her. I know that sucks for her and everything, but really I don’t care anymore. She still lives inside her head. She’s been acting like the only person that matters is her – like the entire damned universe revolves around her, and it’s pissing me off to say the least. She just sits in the classroom at the computer and doesn’t leave to help anyone or make sure everyone’s good. Instead she sits there obsessing over some guy she’s texting and being mad about another guy who knows in his head who and what she really is, and he likes one of our other friends. She’s been like, OVERLY JEALOUS of our other friend since this all started. Again, SHE’S DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!! I mean seriously, could she please just get her head in the game, suck it up, and move on?!?!?! No, she can’t. It’s too late for that. So I’m just dealing with it. - Teale